Thursday, June 24, 2010

Inner Beauty

I was wondering, is how you behave the result of parental guidance or environment or personality or friends or rather, something complicatedly intrinsic? How can someone be so BAD?


When parents buy back fish soup noodles and curry with rice and we start having dinner, then TES comes home and declares that the fish soup noodles is hers and we are not to have that, is it fair? When I retorted that the food is OUR DINNER and for all of us to share, what makes it hers? Then TES said that she ordered that on the phone and if she hadn't gotten Daddy to buy that, we would not have been able to eat it at all. So it is hers and HERS only. But when Mummy brought back the food, she just asked us to quickly eat and share all of the food. Why is she so so rude about it then?

She even ended the argument by saying that I am being unreasonable and why do I always have to fight with her over such small issues and that she doesn't want to waste time arguing with me. WTF. She was really rude and loud. While doing the dishes, she remarked to me to keep the pot of chrysanthemum tea at the study table, which was transferred from the dining table to the study table as we had to clear the table for dinner. It was there for like 15minutes, the duration of dinner. While lamenting about me being lazy and dirty for leaving it there and not clearing it, I told her that the brother just cleared THREE cups from the table which was left there by TES before she went out and it was there the entire afternoon! She justified that she always cleared her stuff and she was going to clear it when she got home. All bullshit and she was so self-righteous about it. Even when Mummy heard her irrational shouting, she did not even say anything. I had to say that she is being rude and that she did not need to scream over this issue when she was obviously in the wrong. Argh. Such bias-ness.

How can TES be so rude and insensitive and obnoxious? If you are sharing for Internet every month and the person who signed up for the account pays only $50 every month and accumulates up to $100+ to $200+ overdue charges each time, it obviously means that TES is NOT using the money I paid every month to pay for the Internet since there is so much money left unpaid and the $50 is just to prevent the service from being cut off?! This means that the money I pay TES every month is actually just going into her pocket what. ARGH. I am so fed up with her.

I am seriously done with her. I harbour no hope that she will ever change and I know in my heart that she will always act fake in front of others in an attempt to appear sweet and nice to others who do not know the real truth. You know what, I should record a video of how fake she is and show how shitty she can be to me at home. Sigh. If only people knew her real side.

P/S: I am so sick of her noise and she is so loud that I can hear the bitch at the neighbours' door. Her voice is keeping me up every night because she is up watching World Cup 2010 every day and her noisy commenting, cheering, screaming is making me unable to sleep. *selfish bitch*

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